Today has been an interesting day. Have you ever gone into a situation fully expecting for there to be some sort of finalization, conclusion, defined outcome ANYTHING other than more questions than answers? I fond myself in that situation more often then not. As you have all read, I get myself into some strange situations. Tho most of the time, there is an outcome of some sort that I can live with. Yeah well… I know eventually it will be settled, but in the mean time, I sure hate the out come of uncertainty when there were supposed to be answers!

Today is Saint Patty’s day so I hope all you potato farmers have your green on in celebration! I sure do!   Tho I’m not very Irish, I have a little in me. Drink your green beer and Irish whisky but don’t forget to NOT follow the little leprechaun down the drain at the end of the night!  Kiss someone that looks like they need it! Its one of the few days you can use the terrible pick up line of “kiss me baby, I’m Irish!” PUKE!!! Ok.. Bad pick up line, but its still the only day you have a chance of getting away with it. At the very least, you might get a smile rather then a slap!

Today is also a very good friend of mines Birthday.   He is currently on vacation seeing his family that he is none to please to be seeing. But who knows, he might make the best of it after all! Either way, I want to wish him a very happy Birthday and hope that his birthday wish comes true! I also hope that he makes it home safe and sound without strangling any of his family. HAHAHAHA! You know I love you hun… hee hee!

I am glad to let everyone know that my little girl took my advice and is having a much better time at school. Even tho they still pick on her… it seems to have eased up a lot since they cant get her upset like normal! She was so happy to come in and tell me how upset it made them for her to do that to them. They told on her to the teacher and the teacher told them… “she wasn’t ugly to you by saying that. So leave her alone” Gotta love a good teacher that understands those type of things!

I went and looked a new cars today just for the hell of it. Yikes, my credit sucks!!! I knew it did before I even went in, but had no idea of how bad it was! Kinda scary sometimes! So is the life of me. HAHAHA!

I recently found out something about another good friend of mine. I have written about Chris several times and am fixing to again. He brought up a subject that seems to have hit a nerve with me. He lives at home right now till he can move home to Utah but his niece was living there to. She went home over the spring break holiday to see her mom and family and they decided for her to stay there. Now, this is a good thing for everyone in the situation. But what sucks so much about it is that Chris never got a chance to tell her bye other then on the phone. He missed getting to say a proper good bye to his niece and now she is gone to Utah.

This hit’s a nerve with me because how many times in our life do we just call someone up and tell them see ya later on, and never really see them again? How many missed opportunities have we gone through in our lives where we had the chance to really tell someone what we wanted to say or what we meant and just let the moment pass us by. We do this thinking “no biggie, I will tell them next time”.

I think back to my grandfathers death and how traumatic it was for me. The last time I saw him alive I would have never thought would be the last time I ever saw him! Then when my great grand father died, it was very sudden. No one really got a chance to say a proper good bye. Very hard on a child.

Not only the traumatic times in life tho, think about all the friends that have come into our lives. One day, they just seem to be gone. Did we ever tell them what we really thought about them? How we really feel about their friendship while it lasted? I know I have missed it a couple of times and I’m sure that I will miss that golden opportunity another time or two as well. How is it that we are supposed to know that it will be the last time? We don’t. that’s the point. Why cant there be some sort of cosmic force that lets us into its little secret and at least give us a heads up. Maybe its us, that fails to notice the nudge at the right moment and lets it pass. Who knows? Not I said the fly.

Till next time…

HD, Trinity, Me!